January 2012
bangin
mood 2day. Finally done something productive. Also I think one of our teachers is on crack…
i’m just a bloody nuisance!
want to crawl into bed and go to sleep but instead to try and cheer myself up I’ve decided I’m going to go and eat food. Least food doesn’t get annoyed with me. lol.
boys with freckles and curly floppy brown hair with a bit of a beard r sxc
stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid.
bit my lip in the shower and it bled quite badly, looked cool in the water. should probz stop doing that though but when i’m tired/stressed/upset/worried/angry/any negative emotion I just do it instantly.
conorbennett asked: I've applied for Uni of, but AW we can meet up and be all cute aw
conorbennett asked: YOU'VE APPLIED TO SHEFFIELD?! ME TOO HONEY B XX
loughborough
have asked for me to come to an open house event in preparation for interviews, but said nothing about actual interviews.. Does this mean I will have an interview?!?! so confused :( Sheffield sent me an accommodation brochure along with a nice letter thanking me for booking an interview, 3 out of 5 so far hella’ yeah i’m doing well!
Today was so productive and I’m dead proud of...
i need
reassurance.
2 tags
want so snuggle up in bed and fall asleep and shut my mind down. ah it’ll be fine ey, I’m used to this, I’m fine n stuff :)
I love the Blues Brothers.
BABY IT'S YOU
YOU’RE THE ONE I LOVE YOU’RE THE ONE I NEED YOU’RE THE ONLY ONE I SEE COME ON BABY IT’S YOU. YOU’RE THE ONE THAT GIVES YOUR ALL YOU’RE THE ONE I CAN ALWAYS CALL WHEN I NEED YOU MAKE EVERYTHING STOP FINALLY YOU PUT MY LOVE ON TOP!
I WANT TO BE BEYONCE.
games night
last night was tops ;) also the pub was nice! Not really looking forward to work but eywell! this was a very pointless post.
digital portfolio
for Manchester, that’s 3/5 uni’s responded now! but not yet loughborough or nottingham! Hopefully they come through soon. Went back to new college this morning. Weirdest thing ever and I don’t wish to go again! Although it was nice seeing Lydia and Alex, I have missed Alex’s ‘whateva’ attitude although val’s kind of like a foreign alex. Except more...
terrified for my grade 8. I’m not even good enough.
your
life can’t all be a big fairy tale.
might watch
revolutionary road today. val was telling us about it, it’s meant to be really good, about the suburbs and the 1950’s of america, the response to WW2. Plus it seems to have brilliant actors in it! Also val said there’s a lot of sex involved…
tired,
just gonna lay in bed for a while. Getting frustrated with college and a lot of things. wish i could relax.
so
I feel shit. Can’t sleep. Even got out the old hotwater bottle. Doing nothing. just gonna stare into space. That’ll do.
can't sleep
you’re not here again..
worried.
we all knew
this was going to happen and we were all alright with it, we’re trying our best to fit everything in. This is important and I need to do well, I need to really try now because this is my future. It’s for now going to come on top.
lovely day spent with
the lad, also the hardest song for my grade is finally moving along a bit, this is the last grade I will ever do, really want to do well. No news from uni’s and still no ucas letter :( getting a bit worried!
would it
be acceptable to use foil to cast my boobs for college? I always love the chest casts but obviously i couldn’t really do someone else’s… I do have nice boobs…??
i am so
absolutely freezing. jus wanna cuddle :( plus i’m watching take me out and its making me want it extra more.
i'm feeling
bit sicky, however had such a brill weekend. york’s beautiful.
yesssssssssss
another interview! sheffield hallam :)!
